adminCharles Mungoshi Jnr Versatile Fufu
That one day it all mounted into this huge ball of insurmountable pressure. Yes, when thoughts where on zero percent to the curve of rising above the monstrous appearance of the physical. The blanket was so comfortable it kept talking to me, ministering to me not to leave — but is it the blanket or the fear of facing the monster?
The debate drained all my strength I felt that huge lump on my throat and my heart beat so hard and so fast it felt like it would rip out of my chest.
Debts where all over my neuronal activities, every optical action showed figures that seemed to be impossible to reach but figures I had reached.
I suffocated myself with thoughts which spoke to me of no way out, caged in this mental metal box — which paralysed all hopes of escape to sanity.
I even tried to preach that economic plunder talk to myself — where I would say, yeah everyone in the nation is struggling, there is no money in the country, but it failed to catch on because you can’t power up by negative vibes.
It was like trying to paste frozen margarine on bread. The negativity had so much influence on the way of my day.
The landlord called, the car dealership called, the travel agent called, the mechanic called, the maid gave me a list.
The fire kept intensifying and my brain tissues were being burnt up by the pressure which was a make of my meditation on negativity.
This all got to the boiling point where I asked myself the major questions, will the blanket change things? Thinking about the depth of the debts — will it bring the money?
I remembered the scripture — no man can add a cubit to their stature by worrying. Worry is a state of mistrust in the positive outcome of any situation.
Worry had damped me in this bucket of anxiety and I stretched my hands out to reach for the top so as to emancipate myself from the drench.
I finally caught on to the edge and reprogrammed myself to believe in the dawn of a new era.
I felt the freshness on the other side of my thought system. I dragged my thinking from the darkened thoughts of no hope to a state of hopefulness.
I realised that there was no solution in thinking about the debts and troubles because all it did was bury me six feet deep.
I switched my mental game — started thinking of what I needed to get out of that death situation.
I got out of the blanket, and bathed, then decided to feed on positivity.
I told myself that I got into it so I can come out of it. I didn’t deny the fact that these negatives existed but I decided to starve them and feed on the positives.
I started calling back those people I owed. The tone in my voice wasn’t downcast anymore — it was vibrant.
When you communicate you make your life easier, don’t ignore your creditors. Never fear a man but negotiate with a man. You have what it takes to have a great day — you are breathing, you have options.
Remember your mind is your workshop — your today is a result of your yesterday. You can start now to influence change in your future by being optimistic in that dead end situation. You can go as far as you can imagine.
Take advantage of your imaginative power and paint yourself a picture out of the negatives. You can do it because I did it!
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