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Sipepisiwe Moyo, Zimpapers Arts and Entertainment Hub
AFTER years of quietly carrying her pain, renowned broadcaster Rebecca Muchenje, has decided to publicly share the most vulnerable and triumphant chapter of her life: a journey through six miscarriages, spiritual wrestling and ultimately, the miraculous birth of her son.
The personality affectionately known as “Miss Becky” is stepping into a new season, not only as a mother, but as a voice of hope, healing and faith through her newly launched YouTube channel, Four 25.
And she is doing it in her own voice, on her own platform.
“This is a channel where we talk all things faith and lifestyle — living life as a Christian in this world, in real time. We’re helping each other along the way,” she said as she introduced the podcast.
To launch Four 25, Miss Becky chose to tell her own story first, raw and unfiltered, because it is the kind of testimony she believes someone, somewhere, desperately needs to hear.
Despite her warm smile and confident public persona, Miss Becky revealed that her personal life was marked by relentless grief and doubt. Now married for four years in what she calls her “second chance at doing things right”, her journey into motherhood was anything but smooth.
“We struggled to conceive from the beginning. My faith was tested. I questioned everything, including why I was even a Christian.”
After suffering four miscarriages, Miss Becky found herself spiralling into despair. She admitted she was ready to abandon her faith, not out of anger but out of exhaustion.
“I thought the ‘God thing’ wasn’t working for me anymore. One morning, I even left the house telling myself I’d find help wherever I could, whoever I met — that’s how desperate I was. That’s how hopeless I felt.”
But in her lowest moment, she said God still showed up. Not in fire or thunder, but through the quiet arrival of people who held her hand, prayed for her and reminded her of the life jacket called hope.
“If I had given up that day, I wouldn’t be here now, telling this story. God really does send help, but only if you don’t give up.”
By the time she reached her fifth miscarriage, Becky had grown weary, but it was the sixth one that left her and her husband devastated.
“That one threw us off. I was 13 weeks pregnant. We thought we were finally in the clear,” she recalled.
But it ended in unimaginable pain, a miscarriage at home.
“My husband had to pull the baby out of me. I was broken. But that same night, in the bathroom, he started singing praise songs to God. I thought he’d lost his mind. But I followed his lead and looking back now, I realise he held my hand through my darkest night.”
When the seventh pregnancy came, Becky was emotionally guarded. She had decided that if this one ended in loss, she would tie her tubes and focus on the bonus children God had already given her through marriage.
“I told myself, if God doesn’t do it, then no one else can.”
This time, though, something felt different. God, she said, placed powerful, prayerful people around her, including her gynaecologist, who encouraged her through every fear-filled week.
“When I got to week eight, I spotted again. I panicked. But my doctor said, ‘This one, we’re going to hold’. She stood with me.”
Still, every day was filled with anxiety. Every milestone — 10 weeks, 13 weeks, 16 weeks, felt like walking a tightrope.
“At 30 weeks, I said to myself, ‘Is this really me? Am I really about to hold the promise that God gave me?’”
And then came February. A new month. A new miracle.
“God blessed us with a bouncing baby boy. I saw him. I held him. I touched the blessing and God made it happen.”
Named for personal reasons not yet revealed, Four 25 is Miss Becky’s next step, a platform not just for storytelling, but for building faith in real time. It is about testimonies, transparency and the power of standing in the gap for others.
“This isn’t about me anymore. It’s about helping others get through their own storms. We’re here to strengthen each other,” she said.
She referenced Luke 22:32, where Jesus tells Peter, “I have prayed for you, that your faith may not fail… and when you are strengthened, strengthen your brethren.”
“I asked God, ‘So I went through all that just to be a testimony?’ And I heard Him say, ‘Yes.’”
Now that her son is almost six months old, Miss Becky is finally breathing again, slowly, cautiously, but joyfully. Each time she holds him, she remembers not just the pain but the promise.
“Don’t focus on what you don’t have. Focus on the glory that’s to come. Focus on God’s goodness, even when it doesn’t look good right now,” she encouraged others.
She went on to urge those in waiting, whether for a child, healing, restoration or peace, not to give in to despair, reminding them of Jeremiah 29:11: “For I know the plans I have for you… plans to prosper you and not to harm you, to give you a future and a hope.”
Through her channel, Miss Becky wants to walk with others who feel stuck between faith and frustration, between hope and heartbreak. Four 25 is not about perfect Christians, it is about real ones.
“You will cry yourself to sleep. You will wonder if God still sees you. But I want you to believe, believe in the purpose God has set for you. Believe that He finishes what He starts.”
Her message is simple but profound: “Don’t give up.”
“Even if the journey feels unbearable, know that the promise is still coming. Mine came wrapped in the tiniest fingers, crying in the hospital room. Yours will come too, if you hold on.”
