Chronicle EditorCharles Mungoshi Jnr : Versatile Fufu
She sat back with her heart failing to grasp the fact that she put her all into it but it still fell apart. Carol, you knew it because you saw it in his eyes the first day he said he wanted you to be his girlfriend. Carol, you where aware of his posture before you accepted his proposal. This is what kills me dear because you knew and I knew that you knew. I saw you struggling with the pressure of wanting to please a man who knows not what pleasure means, a man who is soiled in thehardness of how life has treated him.
He didn’t see what you saw of yourself in the mirror everyday — then the worst thing is you buried yourself in the desire of wanting a man — why, why?
It is sad because you are refusing the fact that you wanted the man beyond your desire to be somebody in life. You gave up your soul for this indefinite happy ending you fantasised of every night before you went to sleep. You are your own person Carol, you have what it takes to make it!
It is not about how they treated you when you were still a child or the fact that you were abused — snap out of the fear of living life and step into the real life.
The world will never hear your cry for help if you suppress it you will only die in that cancerous relationship — take a stand and walk away. Carol success is for those who prepare for it the same as being fulfilled and happy — you chose it, it just doesn’t fall from the sky. You can do it and you will do it!
Life and time wait for no body — so it’s either you leave it now or you struggle. Your eyes should see further than that boy you think is a man — you can never be more than what you see. It is going to be the best decision you would have ever made — because your beauty will recover and you will be rejuvenated.
The person whom you continually give the right to speak in or over your life can easily mould you into the image they see you to be. Safeguard your mind from accepting what he says of you — the more you keep quiet and agree to it the more you become what they say of you.
Refuse to be treated like a doormat, you have a life Carol — your life, that’s why you have your own first name. Live up to who you are.
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